"FRUSTRATED...."

FRUSTRATED! i had to express to someone how i feel right now! i am so frustrated with school right now....i got my hopes up knowing this was my last semester...well early on i realised that my stats class was kicking my butt! i mean KICKING IT! my teacher (i am sorry) is a A-hole, like 70 year old and not nice at all, and does not even teach! he just assumes we know what to do...and i don't! we have a huge project that is due on Monday and i have been working on it all this week and ALL day yesterday! Last night i was so frustrated and exhausted i fell asleep at like 8:30!(not like me)I woke up this morning with a "new sense of hope", had to miss church because i wanted to get this done! So i was sitting here alone, typing this dumb paper with all these emotions welling up inside of me...i hate for people to think that i am giving up but i really don't know if i can pass this class! and it makes me so mad at myself- because i hate not being able to do things! If i just had to pass the class(a D-) i could do it but this teacher is the devil and made his own rule that you have to get a "C" for him to pass you! ..and i know my luck i will get a "C-" and not pass! I can't even imagine being so excited to graduate and be held back by some dumb teacher and class! I get so stressed about this on a daily basis..Kayson always tells me "just do your best!, if it is not good enough for him in the end then you will just take one class next semester...no big deal" It is a big deal to me! i want to be done so bad it makes my teeth hurt and to think i might not pass a class kills me! AHHH...really this IS the hardest class i have taken in my college career! I know there is a chance i may pass..but at this point i feel it is getting smaller and smaller with time!and with a five weeks left before the end of the term..my nerves are all over the place. Everyone keeps on asking me "what i want for graduation" and i freak out...i think that is what stresses me out the most.. and the dumb thing is is that grades don't even come out until a few weeks after finals...and then they don't give you conformation if you graduated until 90 days after the end of the term! I really feel as though the Graduation Gods are rooting against me right now! sooo i guess this post is for everyone to cross your fingers for me! I am really having a hard time with this and i hope it all falls into place in the end!....i hope!